Friday, September 4, 2009
"INNALILLAH"
That was the only word that i was able to whisper to myself
on FRIDAY, 4th SEPTEMBER 2009 at 0523hrs.
That marks the time where i have lost my BELOVED GRANDFATHER.
Tears rolling down my cheeks non stop and i just couldnt help it.
I was there when he let out his last breath.
Abdul Hamid Bin Abdul Rahman..
What a name.
A name that i will always be proud to tell people
that it belongs to my GRANDFATHER.
A name that i will remember for life.
A name that i will never let down.
Atuk,
penderitaan yang ditanggung mu selama 4 tahun
telah berakhir sudah.
Pemergianmu mungkin telah diduga tetapi,
kepergianmu amat mengejutkan.
Kamu telah meninggalkan segala galanya.
Isteri mu, anak menantu mu, cucu cicit mu.
Ketiadaan mu di sisi amat dirasai.
Ketika aku berada disisi mu,
kenangan kenangan lalu bermain di minda.
Air mata ku menitis.
Tangan mu yang halus itu, sempat ku belai.
Dahi mu sempat ku kucup.
Kenyataan ini telah menunjukkan bahawa aku maseh tidak percaya akan ketiadaanmu.
Tetapi kenyataan ini juga membuat ku redha akan pemergianmu.
Ya allah Ya Tuhan ku.
Kau tempat kan la insan yang bernama ABDUL HAMID BIN ABDUL RAHMAN ini
di dalam golongan orang yang beriman.
Sekira nya dia telah melaku kan kesilapan, kau ampun kan la dosa dosa nya.
Ya Allah, aku memohon dari sudut hati yang kecil
kau lindungi la nya dari segala keseksaan.
Sememangnya dia adalah insan yang terlalu mulia bagi ku.
Amin.
I am back in Singapore.
And i have cried for 2 days straight.
Now my eyes are swollen like a goldfish.
And i am still sad over it.
But i am staying strong.
I know, he will be around watching after me and family.
I LOVE HIM MUCH. Nothing and no one can replace him in my life.Labels: Abdul Hamid., Late Grandfather
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I am just a young lady...# ;
NORA,turn a year older every year.
Weird, unpredictable, scruffy and full of nonsense.
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