BEAUTIFUL LIFE

First and foremost let me wish the late Michael Joseph Jackson a
HAPPY 50th BIRTHDAY!
*May your soul rest in peace, MJ.*

The MJ's Concert live in Munich was FANTASTIC. It was the most happening concert ever.
The crowd wow-ed me. It was worst than our National Day crowd. gees..
After break fast, i quickly turned on the TV.
Not wanting to miss any part of the performance. Eventhough i was late for about 25 minutes.
I was glued to the Television. Couldnt even move anywhere.
MY PARENTS WERE WATCHING TOO. & THEY WERE SINGING .. HAHA.
My dad? hmm as per normal. Were trying to imitate MJ's moves especiall.
But his, looked like a funny creature trying to walk.HAHA. sorry Ayah.
Overall, my family enjoyed it.
Well basically, i stayed at home the whole day today.
I CANCELLED AND TURNED DOWN ALL PLANS just to stay at home to watch the Concert!
woohoo.. and it worth my time.
My afternoon? sucks.

Hey Boy, i never want this to happen.
I never want to be feeling this way.
I am not like this. This is not me.
Right now, i am behaving like a bitch.
Yes, you put me in this condition.
I am being a paranoid phucker.
What happened this afternoon really put me on my nerves.
I saw with my eyes but you said the otherwise.
I was told but you said i was wrong.
You blew off your top but still tried to convince me.
How am i supposed to believe you, boy.
You thought i asked that person about you.
But you were wrong.
That person doesnt even know that was me. Until now.
I am not that mean and heartless to make you lose face.
I hope you know why im acting this way.
I never asked to behave this way.
But the situation forced me to.
I know you love me.
But Please, my heart are not meant to be hurt.

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Tuesday, August 11, 2009

I am UPDATING MY BLOG NOW, ok?

well people, during my absence
a lot of things happened around me.
First of all, I celebrated OUR 9MONTHSARY with Isvyn dear.
On 7 August, we had our date at Swensen in the afternoon
then headed off to town, to ION ORCHARD.
&& haha, too bad sayang, that place was DAMN BORED!
Then we walked around town and waited for boyfie's friends.
Then we went to bugis to eat and SHISHA!!
That day was AWESOME to me. i like it honey..=)

To cut story real SHORT..
On 9 August,went to Marina with Boyfie.
& it was my lucky day to have met SAKINAH and Family there.
So yeah, we had our own fun and things went on just fine.
Atlast, ive spent a lil bit time with my gf.
Pictures will be updated soon, i guess.
& ouhyah, met Jannah at J.E interchange and went back with her.
We were laughing from the beginning of the journey till she alight.
That made my day twice the FUN.

10 August, I WENT TO LITTLE INDIA with family
IT WAS SYIOK la.
Ate two Plain Thosai
Well, me and my 2nd sister da lame mengidam tu thosai.. ^^
so what to do, sental aje la.

11 August,didnt attend class.
AND I FORCED MY BOYFIE NOT TO GO TO SCHOOL TOO.
At 1 plus, we went swimming.
&& haish, i got SUNBURNED.
i got two skin colour tone and it is seriously NOT NICE to see.
I am DARKER than BEFORE.. hate it..
but i enjoyed every single moment there.
After swimming, had our DINNER at KFC.
FINGER LICKING GOOD. SERIOUSLY GOOD.
woohoo!!

yeah, that was what happened in my life for the past few days.
I did had a lot of fun and laughter with the people around me.
They rocked every moment of my life..

OUHYES, OUHYES.

While on the phone with Isvyn dear, the past few days,
He sang this with much confidence.

" DONT CALL MY NAME, DONT CALL MY NAME "

i kept quiet for a while, thinking before i laughed my ass off and said

" Pantat, its THATS NOT MY NAME! "

Then he laughed but still continue singing the wrong lyrics. stupid boy.

Few minutes ago, HE SANG THIS

" KUNEKS, YOUR MOTHER. KUNEKS, YOUR MOTHER "

i thought he was just making a joke about the song

when he asked me this

" WHAT IS THE MEANING OF KUNEKS EH YOU? "

I, on the other line was LAUGHING NON STOP and told him

" ITS WHO NEXT LA, PANTAT. KUNEKS APE BENDE SIA "

&& all these while he has been singing the wrong lyrics and i thought he was just making fun out of the lyrics.
double-stupid boy.!

Thanks eh sayang for making my sleepy night, livelier. hahah.

Okey2, i really got to go now.
Am too tired and i really need that precious rest
because tomorrow i still have to attend class. shucks.
goodnyte lovelies.
will update when im free..

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Monday, August 3, 2009

Why is this world turning against me?

My heart was broken into pieces when i heard it.
I am too broken hearted now.
I am too disappointed.
Whatever happened really weaken every part of my body.
I just cant stop crying, yes i admit, IM CRYING.
Cant stop thinking about every single thing being told
I accepted the fact that it has already happened
but i cant accept the fact that it actually happen.
That moment was the moment that i hate most in my whole life.
I was being so helpless there.
I got nowhere to turn to at that moment.
I got no backups.
I GOT NO ONE.
I was there, all by myself
hearing those things.
Things that i feared most among all.
I had the biggest shocked afterall.
Something that i prayed so much that it wont happen,
initially, it happened.
I couldnt do anything but to listen.
I forced myself all the way through to listen to your words of explanation.
At the end of the day, i am hurt, deeply.
You are too cruel.
You are being too mean.
You are a heartless person.
Is this what i get for my reward?
Is this how you want it to be?
IS THIS HOW YOU SHOW ME YOUR APPRECIATION?
i dont deserve this.

God,
i am extremely hurt now.
It is too painful for me to bear.
please, give me all the strength to carry on.
What did i do wrong that i have to be punished like this?
Please, make this just a dream, my nightmare.
So when i wake up tomorrow, everything is back to normal.
ohh please ....

to person i referred to,
i know you will read this.
Read it. And understand it.
im too weak to do anything after this.
& who am i to you again?

nytes.

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