BEAUTIFUL LIFE

Saturday, September 26, 2009

What a sunny day..

Just got back from my Aunt's Hari Raya Open House.
I wore Green today and i looked beautiful. Dangg.. =)
Nothing much happened actually.
Just went there. The food there was super nice especially the AYAM MASAK MERAH.
Yesterday also went to Open house at Admiralty.
I wore Brown and i looked like whatever.
On Thursday, skipped school and accompanied Boyfriend to Ubi.
Then we went to Bugis. Walked around a lil bit.
Then we had nowhere to go. So went to SHISHA.. Till 7.30pm before we headed home.
Again, the reason why i didnt talked much about my Hari Raya thing is because
I GOT NOTHING TO TALKED ABOUT. It just sucks big time.
Ok people, i wanna rest.
Tomorrow, it is my house turn to do Open House for my relatives.
A lot of energy needed for tomorrow.. k chow..

- I am just a young lady...# ;

Thursday, September 24, 2009

i know i am like abit slow gitu la kan.. but who cares..

SELAMAT HARI RAYA, people.

talking about my raya, It sucks like hundreds and thousand times. Ouhplease, just dont ask why. Celebrate it for the sake of family.. My house? like wth.. It was still in mess on the first day of raya. hahaha.. And the rest, well, let me just keep quiet about it. Hari Raya outing? Or should i put it with a 'S' to make it my HARI RAYA OUTINGS? still belom ade plan. Maybe will be going out with Boyfriend's school friends next week. Other than that, besides having open houses on weekends, i have no other raya outing plans. haiyayai.. ok la. just update to atleast update something. hahahha.. because, i m bored and at same time, im sleepy.. I went to Jannah's house and we watched a malay horror movie before we went to JP. Had Double Chocolate Frappe at MC CAFE. Then met Aida and Natria. They were working. Had a small chit chat.. And aida asked me this... " kima letak ape pat pm?" We all laughed and i replied.. " Ntah. I dont have kima's msn add." ahahaha.. * kite 4 aje yg tau ape itu KIMA yg dimaksodkan aida.*
Then, met my boyfriend and have a walk there again before we finally headed home..

I know by saying what ive said yesterday hurt you deep inside.
I take back that sentence " i want a ***** ** " that i blurted out yesterday.
Sayang, you really love me, dont you?
Whatever happened yesterday really tells me that you love me.
And you will never let go of me. i love you too bby. I mean it.
I am sorry.. =)

- I am just a young lady...# ;

Saturday, September 19, 2009

T I R E D

that is the only word that i can describe now. Just got back from Bugis with my family. Basically we bought some clothes there for HARI RAYA. And i bought myself a shoe. Simple black shoe.
Earlier in the day, accompanied Jannah to buy her baju raya and both had our Henna done. It was nice. And Jannah belanje. I on aje.. HAHAHA Thank you la sesangat.
Well, actually, i dont really feel the excitement of the upcoming HARI RAYA. The challenges that me and my family had to face really ruined 3/4 of the RAYA mood. Everything go last minute. But i am looking forward to meet my grandmother at johore to celebrate with her. MISS HER SO MUCH. haish.
I will update more ok people.. i am just tired and sleepy now. Good night.
&& YES.. YES.. Tomorrow last day of FASTING.. yahooooooo..
but i still didnt lose any weight.. pfft. iritating pe..
Ouhyar, met Natria at Jurong point. She was working.

AND SHE KEPT PINCHING MY CHEEK AND SAID THAT IM GETTING CHUBBIER.

well nat, what to do.. Orang happy selalu gini. Asal ketawe ke, makanan masok mulut.. =D

eh mcm makin panjang aje cite aku. padehal da ckp goodnyte.. hahaha.. kk, goodnyte again la ye.
bye bye...

- I am just a young lady...# ;

Thursday, September 17, 2009

Phewww.. Im tired!
I took more hours to upload these pictures.
Ohmy. What a tiring day.
Pictures were taken with my crazy friends few days ago.
They rocked my day...
I had fun. We had fun..
I dont want to say much.
Let the pictures do its talking....

I am too happy to update anything now.

TOOOOO HAPPY LARR DEYY.

*god, if this is what it meant to be,

make it this way forever*

to my friends, be happy.

I really want you to be happy.

I dont want to see you people to be sad.

This is not the friends that i know.

You people are a bunch of happy babes and dudes.

Anyway, i will be here for you people.

Yes, i will.

- I am just a young lady...# ;

Monday, September 14, 2009

ALL I HAVE TO GIVE

You're the first thing I think of
Each morning when I rise.
You're the last thing I think of
Each night when I close my eyes.

You're in each thought I have
And every breath I take.
My feelings are growing stronger
With every move I make.

I want to prove I love you
But that's the hardest part.
So, I'm giving all I have to give
To you... I give my heart.

- I am just a young lady...# ;

Thursday, September 10, 2009

Decided to blog because

I AM EXTREMELY BORED NOW.

Everyone knows that i am a fan of Fauzi Laily. haha.
My boyfriend saw him at Tampines Teh Tarik.
And he told me.
Haha. i got all excited about it and told him to say "HI" to that guy
OR atleast smile on my behalf.. hahahah
And he was jealous bout it. LOL.
HAHAHHAHAHA..
Easy to say, everytime i talked to him about Fauzi Laily
He will get jealous and merajok. hahaha.. jalan dahh..
Sebab i will go crazy when i saw him or get excited when i talked about him. =)
and boyfriend will stop me from talking about him. hahahah. stupid gondol.

but all that is nothing compared to you.
you are my reality, my dear.
you will always be my baby.
I love you, ouhyes, i do.

ouhyes,
People, lets groove along with my blog's song..
In love, in love, in love with the song..
* dance baby, dance..*

- I am just a young lady...# ;

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

Pheww.. What a tiring day.
Watched DANCE FLICK at The Cathay with boyfriend after school.
The movie was kinda funny. hahah. We enjoyed it..
After movie, we decided to just go for a minor shopping.
Then we headed to Orchard to break our fast.
We decided to break fast at Pizza Hut, but we changed to Coffee Club
And we change again to just Sakura restaurant at Far East.
Thanks for the treat darling.
After all the makan session ended, boyfriend wanted to go to Geylang.
So off we went to Geylang.
The moment i reached there, my legs mintak ampun la sesangat.
I was so tired that i got cramps all over my feet every now and then.
Motive to go there was because boyfriend wanted to show me the Baju Raye he wish to buy.
And yes, he looked smart in it. I like.
Then since both da mcm lemah semacam, we decided to balek aje la.
He sent me home, salam my mum and "borrowed" my toilet and off to catch the last train.

Oh,oh.. My bed is calling my name. I need rest. I am not feeling well.
Ive been coughing a lot and i have lost my voice.
Hey people, i got a rock voice ok.
And it is irritating because i cant even hear my own voice.
Ok, update more soon ayte. GOODNYTE ajela sume..

Boyfriend,
thanks for everything.
I had a great time with you just now.
Eventhough it was tiring, i still love it.
I want to be like this everyday.
& the ring, keep it well ok bby.
I love you and will always do..

- I am just a young lady...# ;

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

First and foremost, let me wish

HAPPY BELATED 22nd BIRTHDAY to my 2nd sister which falls on 6th September
&
HAPPY BELATED 18th BIRTHDAY to my beloved boyfriend which falls on 7th september.

plus HAPPY 10TH MONTHSARY, bf on the same date.

Sorry for the long time never update moment.
Obviously, i was just being lazy and i just got nothing to rant about here.
After my last post, i just got nothing to update about.
My life goes as per normal.
Happy and Silly. but beautiful as ever.=)
Skipped class yesterday and attended class today.
Class is getting boring each day.
Yesterday, i had a last minute planning with Jannah
We buke luar together and she accompanied me to buy present for my boyfriend.
I had a hard time choosing what and which present to buy.
Atlast, i chose what my heart says nice. AND INDEED, IT IS NICE.....
Then we headed home.
Nothing much really happened to me for the past few days.
I just stayed home for my weekends.

Ouhyes,Last few days, buke with boyfriend's mum and sister was fun.
We went to Swensen at Parkway and they ordered alot of side dish.
Haha. Our table was kinda full with the side dish and
at the end of the makan session, i was totally full.
And my tummy really showed it all.
THANKS FOR THE TREAT.

& people, i am BORED now.
I seriously got nothing to do now.
Boyfriend is out at Geylang Bazaar with his friends
and my connection sucks like shit.
and my throat is killing me. Damn.
At this point of time jugakla, mate tak nantok.
What to do, man. i am bored to nowhere..?

I want to celebrate and spend time with you tomorow.
We have it planned before but maybe we have to postponed it.
Its ok my dear, if you want to postpone our date tomorow.
We can always go out any other time.
Just you and me. yeah. YOU AND ME.

*i just realised that life is full of conflicts.*
These conflicts will never end if no one react in a right mind.

- I am just a young lady...# ;

Friday, September 4, 2009

"INNALILLAH"

That was the only word that i was able to whisper to myself
on FRIDAY, 4th SEPTEMBER 2009 at 0523hrs.
That marks the time where i have lost my BELOVED GRANDFATHER.
Tears rolling down my cheeks non stop and i just couldnt help it.
I was there when he let out his last breath.

Abdul Hamid Bin Abdul Rahman..
What a name.
A name that i will always be proud to tell people
that it belongs to my GRANDFATHER.
A name that i will remember for life.
A name that i will never let down.

Atuk,
penderitaan yang ditanggung mu selama 4 tahun
telah berakhir sudah.
Pemergianmu mungkin telah diduga tetapi,
kepergianmu amat mengejutkan.
Kamu telah meninggalkan segala galanya.
Isteri mu, anak menantu mu, cucu cicit mu.
Ketiadaan mu di sisi amat dirasai.
Ketika aku berada disisi mu,
kenangan kenangan lalu bermain di minda.
Air mata ku menitis.
Tangan mu yang halus itu, sempat ku belai.
Dahi mu sempat ku kucup.
Kenyataan ini telah menunjukkan bahawa aku maseh tidak percaya akan ketiadaanmu.
Tetapi kenyataan ini juga membuat ku redha akan pemergianmu.

Ya allah Ya Tuhan ku.
Kau tempat kan la insan yang bernama ABDUL HAMID BIN ABDUL RAHMAN ini
di dalam golongan orang yang beriman.
Sekira nya dia telah melaku kan kesilapan, kau ampun kan la dosa dosa nya.
Ya Allah, aku memohon dari sudut hati yang kecil
kau lindungi la nya dari segala keseksaan.
Sememangnya dia adalah insan yang terlalu mulia bagi ku.
Amin.

I am back in Singapore.
And i have cried for 2 days straight.
Now my eyes are swollen like a goldfish.
And i am still sad over it.
But i am staying strong.
I know, he will be around watching after me and family.

I LOVE HIM MUCH. Nothing and no one can replace him in my life.

Labels: Abdul Hamid., Late Grandfather

- I am just a young lady...# ;

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

Yesterday, went out with my classmates to break fast together.
Then we head off to Geylang as they wanted to look out for their clothes there.
Then we headed home as many of us were already tired.

BY THE WAY, before i went to Geylang
I made my way to Bugis with my chinese friend.
Intention was to look around for boyfriend's present
But i ended up looking for my own.
And i saw this LEATHER JACKET at Flesh Imp.
It really attracted my eyes.
Cost? hahahha.. $99..
I almost bought it..
The Jacket is effing nice.
I WANT TO BUY IT BY HOOK OR BUY CROOK.
Then my sister told me that she saw a leather jacket cost $39.90.
from the typical brand store.
So, now. i am still considering.
Should i buy the $99 jacket because of the Brand
OR should i just buy the $39.90 jacket as it will also be kinda leather.?
But the one at Flesh imp is a long sleeves jacket..
the one at that typical store is a 3/4 sleeves.
I am half hearted.

If you people happened to read this
Give me your opinion.
I really need an opinion from you people.
Or if you people know a place that sells this jacket cheaper
TELL ME, OH PLEASE.

Labels: leather jacket oh leather jacket.

- I am just a young lady...# ;