Sunday, May 25, 2008
ADE COUPLE BODOH NIE BERCIUM CIUM DEPAN MATE AKU PAT DALAM BUS.. iritating perr.. Kalau nk cium pon, cium arr diam-diam.. Nie tak, bising nak mampos.. Yang buat menyampah, ade ke patot dorg diri depan aku.. BETOL BETOL DEPAN MATE AKU.. Bas besar gedabak macam gitu, nk diri depan aku jugak.. At first, aku ingat yg lelaki tu lean forward untuk dengar pompan tu bobal. Aku buat bodoh larr.. Then makin lame, aku dgr mcm bunyi bunyi pelik.. So aku pon carik larr tu bunyi.. ALAMAK.. menyesal satu tahon seyy..! Aku dongak jer, member tengah buat project terhangat! cisshhh.. naseb baek bukan bangse aku.. Tapi stil, dalam hati aku, menyumpah arr, ape lagi..! Ape saje larr nie orang-orang!! Banglah pat dalam bus pon ape lagi... suke arr cui-cui tengok! tersengih-sengih.. tengok mcm tengok cite PORN.. durhhh.... Ouh lupe nk bilang, that tym aku nk pergi JURONG POINT.. Bile da sampai pat sane, aku mcm tekejot pulakk.. Rase mcm bukan pat JP.. Da rase mcm pat SERANGOON. Bangse dier punye larr ramai.. mintak ampon sepuloh jari jer laa.. haiyayai.. Jurong area especially J.E interchange(yg pat padang tuu, favourite place for them to picnic) and jurong point da jadi PORT dorg.. Esplanade pon da akan jadi!! DASYAT lerrr... singapore diserang banglahh.. arrgghh...
da,da.. aku nk tido.. Mintak2 lar sngt aku dapat continue mimpi aku semalam..! Da best2 aku mimpi, skali mak aku pulakk kejot... sheeshh.. potong steam betol larr.. haiyayayaiii.. kk..TUT NYTE larr.. selamat!
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I am just a young lady...# ;
Friday, May 23, 2008
Results OUT.. My father went down to school for the Parent meeting day.. Aku taknak ckp byk urhh pasal results aku.. Hancor berteraboh..! haiyayai.. Important, i din do well for my MIDYEAR. and Mr suen complaint about me.! hahah.. asking me to reflect and give them reasons of my unexpectable results... =( ... went back home.. with report book in my hand.. My dad says today is the COMPLAIN day.. 1st, received complaint from my teacher.. Then from my brother's teacher/(s) indeed.. gahahaha... aku nak ketawe when NIE ADIK BERADIK KENE COMPLAIN on the same day consecutively. hahahha... Name pon siblings.! apelarr ayah nie..! =)
Balik rumah, my mom straight away tanye, hows my bro's results...! Dengan selambe, ayah ckp " Afik da pandai.. Dapat byk 'U'niversity.." hahha.. funny..! i was laughing..
This is merely the beginning of my sec 5 journey.. i need to buck up. i dun think its worth to think of something, people wont treasure nor appreciates. Dulu, I couldnt accept that you've changed. But now, i have to accept the fact that you have changed.! We are the actual hypocrites.. We are not like before. We are not like we used to be. We walked on same path but kept on ignoring each other.. You were not there when i was in trouble. You were not there when i need someone to talk to. You were not there when i was having my difficulties. YOU were not there when nora was helpless.... and for all i know, you were never there when i need you. sorry to say this but i have to let it out..Lets hope, you and me will take atleast a little initiative to recover our friendship again..
whatever i hoped for, finally came true. i smiled and felt proud when dier kate gitu.. Not because im happy with what dier said.. but i actually felt a silence satisfaction. I ever swore that i will make ppl whom hurt me, came begging to me.. and that actually happened..
Sorry larr ehh.. once korg hurt Nora, there will be no turning point. Aku takkan toleh belakang. The past wil be the history, and nora taknak tukar history tuu.. everyone knows my elief.. FORGIVE BUT NEVER FORGET or FORGET BUT NEVER FORGIVE..
Im holding firm to this belief .. Nora BAD? say what you wanna say.. i dun care..
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I am just a young lady...# ;
Monday, May 19, 2008
Tak perlu lagi ku merasa deritamu
Kini kau tiada
Tak perlu lagi(kini kau tiada)
Ku di sini menantimu(iyea)
Kini cinta tiada
Tak perlu lagi ku merasa deritamu
Kini kau tiada
Tak perlu lagi(kini kau tiada)
Ku di sini menantimu(iyea)
Kini cinta tiada
Tak kusangka cintamu menjelma
Hingga kau lalu menyapa
Daku sayu oh sikap dinginmu
Kau berubah jiwaku celaru
Tak kusangka kudipinggirkan
Perasaan ini bukan mainan
Pergi saja usahlah kau berdusta
Bebaskan ku segera
Kini kau tiada
Janji manismu di bibir saja
Cinta suci ku kau memperdaya
Hati ini jangan kau lukai
Biar saja diriku sendiri
Kau tiada kau tiada
Cintaku kan ku simpan
Untuk yang mengerti
(read this.. this lyric have alot of meaning.! i just love to hear it over and over again. This is what shud happen if you think your relationship is going nowhere)..
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*eversince the day i felt sick, i just had this habit of sleeping late in the morning.! i could not sleep. Eventhough if i forced myself to sleep, i just couldnt.!! Those dreams made me this way. I hate those dreams. It weaken my body. Those nightmares were supposed to be dreams.. A sweet dreams... i cried whenever i came to think of that dreams.. It irritate and annoy me somehow or rather.. I was and AM troubled by those dreams.. Simple to say, eversince those dreams appeared, i lost comfidence in myself. I hate myself. I critise myself and i even hurt myself through many ways..! This is not ME..! i hate this ME.! i dont want this ME to control my body! because i know, im gona die if this ME keep on hurting me!!*
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I am just a young lady...# ;
Thursday, May 15, 2008
I having a sudden fever with a temperature of 38.5 degree celcius.. This include my migraine that really seriously irritates me every now and then. I just felt like banging my head onto the wall. ERGHHH.. i hate migraine, but nothing i can do to stop having this migraine..!!!!!
story of different me and different people.
1.Aku miss dier, SERIOUSLY. secare tetibe aje, aku mcm TERmiss dier. Tapi, shud ke aku miss dier, after aku dapat tahu the actual thing. hmmm... TAPI, aku still miss dier..!!!! haiyayaiyayai..
2.aku stil tak puas hati with that "...." explanation. wait, dier DIN EXPLAIN ANTYHING PON. dier just left me wondering eversince that day..Bodohlarr kau.. aku tk paham betol lar. salah aku ker or salah kau..! nie la org2 yg tak penah menghargai org laen!
3.Aku tak layan msg dier. pastu dier pon tak msg aku lagi.. ape maksodnye itu? hmm..
4.Dier call aku, aku bobal nan dier. Dier msg aku, aku reply. cume dier, for now. tapi aku stil half hearted. what if, dier find out the truth pasal aku? hmmm..
Whatever it is, aku will make sure they will come begging to me again like they used to.. Nora takkan lepaskan diorang senang2 jer... eventhough, aku da maafkan diorang tapi aku takkan lupekan ape yang diorang da buat pat aku.. I WILL MAKE SURE OF THAT..
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I am just a young lady...# ;
Monday, May 12, 2008
Math paper 1.. How should i put it... was it HARD?? Or was it DIFFICULT? For sure, there will be no "easy larr" in my sentence.. hmm... Get what i mean?? tadaaa... *wink*
Okey, reasons why i decided to blog early today is because I JUST WANNA THE WHOLE WORLD TO KNOW THAT I REALLY LOVE THESE TWO EVILs in my house.. Eventhough, they have made my house upside down.. Guess what this going to 2yr old girl is doing now? She is now doing some 'plantation' under the sofa...*imagine it yourself.* i wish i could take pictures of her becoming a part time gardener.. This is herrr......
*N U R N A I M A F A R D E A N N A*
AND this is her 4yrs old sister... *NUR NAZHIFAH FITHRIYAH*... Which is currently asleep after her long day in school...
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I am just a young lady...# ;
Sunday, May 11, 2008
ANYONE, FEEL FREE TO KICK MY ASS OFF...
Geeesshh.. Come on you lazy NORA.. Get your butt some exercises. Pull up your socks. You are slacking like nobody business.. Snap back to reality where there is no fairyGODmother, no flying heroes, no magic powers.. *tik.tik.tik.*
Okey, back to the story.. Seriously, im DOOMED.. Argghh.. Im back to the normal me.. Good news?? Not for me, for the OF COURSE... ohhNO.. Mom, help me.. i wanna get back into your tummy..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! boohhoo... =(
kk, dowan to tok much.. i wanna get ready to meet jannah and get busy with art.. FOR ONCE, nora is going to be like one ARTIST... bahhh... =P.. toodly...
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I am just a young lady...# ;
Saturday, May 10, 2008
OKEY.. lets go straight to the point.. Actually, i am not supposed to be updating my blog. I got loads of works to do today. Not housechores, FOR SURE. I am supposed to be siting down and start drawing for my upcoming ART EXAM.. It is just next week. Or should i say IN THREE DAYS time * thats more specific huh*.. Well, frankly, i didnt even had anything drawn on my drawing blocks. Can you guys imagine, my teacher gave us the themes last three weeks and till now, im still not knowing what i wanna draw.. Yar, yar, yar.. i have to admit, i have not even touched the paper since the last three weeks.. Durhh.. ART is TAKING UP ALOT OF TIME. Its true that you dont have to study any theory thing but, i swear studying is much more, how should i say, 'worthwhile'?? yeahh.. Goshh, seriously, i feel like flung'ing' my art.. Theres alot more to go, man.. Its tiring, you know.. All you do is to draw, colour, observe and research on the artist.. Ive been through it once and i have to go for it again.. OHHHMMYYYGODDD!!
i know, its been a long time since i last updated my entry. Examinations period bahh.. Many things had happened during my 'absence' from BLOG.. Too many...!! hell yahhh.. From ..... to ....... Hmm.. shall i update about the incidence that has happened for the past few days/weeks...? Yess, i guess.. But not now... =P ... ( nora is getting insane)
*eversince that day, we promised to forget everything. Every single things that we have said to each other. Last monday, was the day we met up again after a long holiday.. actually 4 days only.
but everything was not as normal. i know how she felt because me myself feels awkward. I dont know if she will be reading this.. i just wanna say..
" lets go back to our normal time. i am sure we can seize that time we used to spent together. You are my bestie.. And you will always be.. Our friendship will never end because of something that i think can be managable, ryte?? Those messages you sent, really touches me.. You know me best among others and i guess, i know you well too... =)*
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I am just a young lady...# ;
Thursday, May 1, 2008
LIFE IS REALLY KILLING ME!!!
current mood: dont know! not sure to be hapy or sad.
-Everyone in the house made me feel that irritated, annoyed.. I HATE it.. Every single one of them including my mother and my nieces!!! well, well, well.. i gave a great spanking to fifi.. thanks to her i lose my temper..
-i broke my promises... AGAIN...
- i lost a number of things..
- i forgot the importance of ----------.
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I am just a young lady...# ;
NORA,turn a year older every year.
Weird, unpredictable, scruffy and full of nonsense.
attached to Mohd Isvyn
