msn-ed me while i was sleeping. Asked me out but too bad, i didnt reply on time. That person already offline. i feel bad, cause i dont want him to think that i cant be bothered. In the same time, im having mix feelings. haiyayai.
Obviously, it has been 3 days since i received calls from N.
Miss? nah, i didnt feel any of it.
Maybe because there is someone that is covering the holes in me.
Who that person? i dont know.
Someone im not sure of.
Anyway, i met this particular girl yesterday
A longtimenevermeet friend of mine.
Saw her near the my house area.
She was there all alone..
CRYING!
I tried to help but she insisted.
I told her, i can always help her.
With her red eyes and a very unstable voice, she told me the whole story.
I was kind of shocked when i heard the story.
She wanted to commit suicide in a way or another.
i was also told, her 1st attempt was unsuccess.
" kau jgn main giler arr, kau pikir bunuh diri is the only solution ke"
"Pade aku YES,ni je yg aku rase works for me. Aku da tak gune lagi lar. People look down on me"
"But by doing this, kau wont gain anything sey"
"Biarla, as long as aku tahu i dont have to jumpe orang2 pat Dunia nie lagi"
"A, jgn merepek arr. Kau can always consult a consellor"
She continued crying.
From the time i knew her, i know she have alot of problem in life.
Be it with Family or others.
Pity her alot.
NORA,turn a year older every year.
Weird, unpredictable, scruffy and full of nonsense.
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