BEAUTIFUL LIFE

Tak perlu lagi ku merasa deritamu
Kini kau tiada
Tak perlu lagi(kini kau tiada)
Ku di sini menantimu(iyea)
Kini cinta tiada
Tak perlu lagi ku merasa deritamu
Kini kau tiada
Tak perlu lagi(kini kau tiada)
Ku di sini menantimu(iyea)
Kini cinta tiada
Tak kusangka cintamu menjelma
Hingga kau lalu menyapa
Daku sayu oh sikap dinginmu
Kau berubah jiwaku celaru
Tak kusangka kudipinggirkan
Perasaan ini bukan mainan
Pergi saja usahlah kau berdusta
Bebaskan ku segera
Kini kau tiada
Janji manismu di bibir saja
Cinta suci ku kau memperdaya
Hati ini jangan kau lukai
Biar saja diriku sendiri
Kau tiada kau tiada
Cintaku kan ku simpan
Untuk yang mengerti
(read this.. this lyric have alot of meaning.! i just love to hear it over and over again. This is what shud happen if you think your relationship is going nowhere)..
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*eversince the day i felt sick, i just had this habit of sleeping late in the morning.! i could not sleep. Eventhough if i forced myself to sleep, i just couldnt.!! Those dreams made me this way. I hate those dreams. It weaken my body. Those nightmares were supposed to be dreams.. A sweet dreams... i cried whenever i came to think of that dreams.. It irritate and annoy me somehow or rather.. I was and AM troubled by those dreams.. Simple to say, eversince those dreams appeared, i lost comfidence in myself. I hate myself. I critise myself and i even hurt myself through many ways..! This is not ME..! i hate this ME.! i dont want this ME to control my body! because i know, im gona die if this ME keep on hurting me!!*

- I am just a young lady...# ;