BEAUTIFUL LIFE

WHAT EU WANNA BECOME IN YOUR NEXT LIFE??

This was the question asked to me when i was seriously stressed out about my art.. As to released my stress, i FORCE my friends to call me.. In the end, we ended up conferencing with 5 people( 2 girls, 3 boys aged 16- 20). Seriously, i enjoyed talking to them. 1st few minutes, we talked about the basic things since we have not met for almost a very long time. Then, this A'an suddenly talk crap.. He was so excited to know what my answer gonna be. He was like " Nora, Nora, What Eu Wanna Become In Your Next Life??"(ive translated it in English).. I kept quiet for quite a moment to think.. Then, i got the answer..!! Proudly, i told them, i wanna become a MALE human being.! hahhaha.. They asked why... So, i explained to them.. Obviously, it turned out to be DIRTY TALK.. My explanation was:

" eh, suke hati aku arr.. Aku nak jadi LELAKI. Aku nak rase how EU GUYS FEEL when eu fall in love, how eu guys rase when korg STEAM. and ape perasaannye having a C**K, how guys mind works and more... Yang paling penting, Aku nk rase and ALAMI ape yang GUYS rase being a MALE. Aku asyik dengar korg je yang cerite2.."
Btw, im not being too DIRTY lar.. But it just occured me.. So, i guess that will be my reasons.. Then, of course we continued talking nonsense and more nonsense going around.. But at the end of the conversation, i came with a conclusion that, i will be what god want me to be... But for sure I WILL NEVER WANT TO BE AN ANIMAL NO MATTER HOW CUTE IT WILL BE!!!! i am just traumatised by those living things called ANIMALs.....

btw, when i was on my way home, i saw these handful of ladies, bitching around.. Actually, i dun mind at all.. I DUN GIVE A DAMN to them arr.. But when, they started to look at me with a ONE KIND LOOK, i stare them backk.. In my heart, i was seriously swearing them!! C'mon larr, they are just a typical bunch of MINAHs wearing singlets showing off their BOOBS that isnt fully developing!! And i am so sure, they are my juniors. They are about 14-16 yrs old.. I dont care how fierce they are but as long as they are my juniors, i will oways treat them as one!!!!! DURHHH...

- I am just a young lady...# ;